Him

I wish I could say you caught me off guard. Something inside me knew you couldn’t be mine forever. I watched you leave once before but never really thought you’d be gone for good. The memory of you is slowly fading from my every day life. I wake in the morning and your face is not next to mine, I don’t write you letters or dream of our life together… not any more. I’m not sure why you left, you had your reasons and your insecurities, but you must of known how much i loved you. You were foolish to break my heart, and i was foolish to trust you. Although I think of you less and less, my sleeping has brought me nothing but night mares. Haunting vivid images of you, loving me, then leaving me. I don’t know who you are anymore, and I can’t say that I want to. The boy I once loved is gone, and he left a corps full of selfish intent and heartless actions. As much as you hurt me, I know one thing to be true, Time will heal this. God will heal this, and I will learn to love again.